back to the drawing board

hello world,

its been a while as always, but this time i have tried to keep away intentionally. my depressive times have been more common recently. but like i say ive kept away as they have been due to work and home pressure and not what this blogs about.
Ive come to conclude "recessions are depressive".
ive also resorted to using st johns wort, my wife wanted me to go to the doctors. i decided to try things my own way.....aint that unusual.
i have missed a few and find that i do go up and down. so as always...must try harder.