mr barlow is back again

hello world,

after what has amounted to an unplanned couple of months away i am back to put my particular brand of musings on the web.
in these passing times many things have happened, FMC and i have finished my sessions, a sad moment but i do have to traverse the world by myself. i know i can call on her if needed which is a comfort.
i have had ups and downs, with some quite big downs but i have fought through to come out the other side. i still have cloudy days but they are just cloudy days.
i have even been worked up into an uncontrolable rage at one point, and i let it flow (not one of my best moments).
im not going to write much today as it is all past and the present and future are the most important but i am going to start and post more often.

see you soon :)